Uncategorized

  • Uncategorized

    Snapshots of Life Lately

    Our Christmas tree is up. June is busy teething and playing. We are all trying to laugh through the growing pains. And in my free time I am planning my biggest sewing project yet. This week is flying by and I am trying to get out of my writing dry spell. Be kind and tell your loved ones just how loved they are today and always.

  • Uncategorized

    Fearless in the Storm

    How can we raise our children to be fearless in a such a fearful time? I find myself awake at one in the morning thinking this thought and others, unable to sleep for the events I cannot control. The corner of my world is small and secluded, but nonetheless still open to the happenings of the outside. What is outside my door will always affect the inside of my home. Today it rained. The darkness consuming both the skies and the aura of our yellow house, resting quietly here on the corner. I found myself opening curtains to let the light in. The only way to beat the darkness, I…

  • Family,  Uncategorized

    Today is a Battlefield

    My house is a mess this morning. June’s toys lay spread across the living room floor like a battlefield. Intentionally, she has left a slain army on the floor without regret. And so, I carefully maneuver my way through the room, avoiding rattle landmines and wooden block traps. I could have picked up the mess last night before I went to bed, but I was exhausted from travel and eager to read a chapter in my new book. What’s the point? I asked myself. She’ll only repeat this mess in the morning. From the other end of the room, I stand there, looking at the disastrous quake and smiling. I…

  • Family,  Uncategorized

    Just Keep Laughing

    June Bea has a slow and steady giggle all day that goes something like, “huh… Hu hu huh.” She makes it when she is alone or in a crowd. It doesn’t seem to matter who’s around or who’s not. It isn’t a laugh for attention or effect; it’s a genuine reaction to the moment. And the moments that cause this happy reaction are many: when she attains a toy she wants, when she makes eye contact with me, when I turn the radio on, when she’s sitting in the tub, when she’s playing in her saucer, when I pull her from her crib, when the seatbelt on her car seat…

  • Uncategorized

    Our Nighttime Conductor: 4 Weeks

    I wrote this about June two weeks ago. It is a sweet moment to stumble across tonight, as she does the same thing. June Bea lays with Sean tonight, like a pea in its pod, her hair wild and untamed after a late evening bath. She whimpers in her sleep, her mouth hanging open with heavy breaths, causing me and Sean to wonder what a child with so few days of experience could possibly dream. We have tucked her arms into her blanket: a position she both hates and needs to fall asleep. Were it up to her, she would sleep with her hands raised high above her head; a…